Bug chasers & Gift givers

Bug chasers: men looking to get themselves infected with HIV.

Gift givers: men with HIV who are willing to infect bug chasers.

The Gift: HIV

Bug Brothers: a group of positive men.

Charged Cum or Poz Cum: semen from an HIV positive man.

Fuck of death: intercourse where HIV infection takes place.

And here are some of the reasons Bug Chasers and Gift Givers give for engaging in what some refer to as ‘real sex’.

Gift Giver: “It completely turns me on to know that he wants my semen so much that he is willing to put his life at risk for it.”

Bug Chaser: “Now I feel that we share something beyond time and space.”

Bug Chaser: “living with HIV is like living with diabetes. You take a few pills and get on with your life.”

Bug Chaser: “It’s better to go out and get the virus than to live in fear of it. Gives me more control this way.”

Bug Chaser: “the instant I get HIV will be the most erotic thing I can imagine.”

Gift Giver: “I’m glad I was able to participate in converting a young man over the past weekend.”

Why do people participate in bug parties?

Many psychologists theorize that participation in bug parties is actually an anxiety disorder where the non-infected individuals fear getting HIV so greatly that they would rather contract it and free themselves of the anxiety of living in fear. These parties are also seen as a sort of club for those living with HIV. Infecting a HIV negative and willing participant initiates them into their world. Some people also engage in unprotected anal sex (or barebacking) as the fear for AIDS dangerously dwindles.

The Gift” from filmmaker Louise Hogarth is a documentary about gay men who purposely contract HIV. According to Rolling Stone, one character in the film admits “I was relieved. I didn’t have to worry. Do I need to be careful — not any more.” Yet another willing 21-year-old regrets his choice. “I’ve made a terrible mistake and there’s no fixing that. There is no benefit in this and that’s what needs to be said.”


Posted on June 5, 2006, in General. Bookmark the permalink. 14 Comments.

  1. Yes, let’s give up our entire control of actual survival, so we have complete control over whether we get the virus or not… brilliant!

  2. Yeah, it makes a lot of sense to get yourself all AIDS’d-up. I think I’ll go get SARS, Mad Cow, Bird Flu, and PMS while I’m at it. These are just more people who can’t handle having privates. Any AIDS carrier who knowingly infects a negative person needs to go to jail. There they give AIDS to lots of people, although they won’t have much of a choice about it. Next we’ll have prisons just for the HIV-positive and they can dispense with the pretense of dropping the soap.

  3. I haven’t come across anything so messed up in a long long while. No wonder there’s so much homophobia in the world. Maybe we should encourage them to infect each other and kill themselves so that aids itself dies a natural death – by the elimination of morons.

  4. the only way i can be complete and whole is if gk gives me the gift.

  5. Assisted suicide is still illegal. Just ask Dr. Kevorkian…
    Knowingly giving someone a fatal disease when they ask for it is just that.

    They need therapy, not hate. Can you get Andrew above some therapy too?

  6. a little sensitivity people. people deal with HIV in all kinds of ways.

  7. Any body want to give me THE GIFT?? Im having a lotery on MY ass, I wil pick the 1 who will give IT 2 me. Send a pic and whay you shuld be the ONE, TO (909) 731-9523.

  8. looking to put together a BUG PARTI in July 08. Looking for chasters & GIVERS. call (909) 731-9523 ask for D.L.R.C. ANY age WELCUME any RACE CUM ONE CUM ALL 50.oo FUN FEE.

  9. Apostle Shada Mishe


    THE IDEA that AMBUSH cures AIDS
    is being proven by the more than 400 individuals who have taken a dose of 60 ml three times daily for 21 days. The result is that AMBUSH ‘KILLS’ the virus by causing the protein envelope to rupture and the viral particles are discarded by the white blood cells. AMBUSH is able to ‘KILL’ the virus that are ‘hiding’ in the lymph system by its ‘natural radioactive’ properties. This process allows the body to ‘return to normal health’ with a corresponding immunity to that or those strains of the virus.

    What is AMBUSH ?
    AMBUSH is a radioactive isotope of uranium that is found in the ‘palm’ plant of which there are more than 3000 species. When ingested, AMBUSH causes the body temperature in the trunk area to rise to about 102 degrees when the individual is sleeping. The preparation takes four hours per batch, which is then given to the individuals for consumption 60 ml three times daily for 21 days. AMBUSH is a herbal preparation in this form but it contains an active ingredient which is a ‘NEW’ crystalline substance, a drug from the ‘palm plant’ similarly to ASPIRIN originating from the willow tree bark

    After 21 days on AMBUSH, ALL the individuals experienced a decrease in viral load to undetectable, an increase in cd4, increase in RBC, an improvement in general health such as more color to the face, decrease in Buffalo hump, an increase in gluteal muscles, a decrease to having no joint pains whereby individuals can bend to touch their toes, and walk up steps are but a few examples. There is also a dramatic increase in their sexual appetite beginning after the first week of therapy

    In any plant concoction such as percolated ‘tea’, there are 30-40,000 compounds, whi ch would take the scientific community twenty years to isolate one particular ingredient if they knew what they were looking for. The LORD GOD has given me seven steps to isolate the active ingredient, which is soft and metallic in nature and has a carbon- uranium-sulfur-(classified)-phentolamine configuration or structure. This is similar to Federick Kekule and the discovery of the benzene ring where he dreamt the structure.

    As an antiviral and ‘natural radioactivity’ producing agent, AMBUSH is also effective against leukemia, lupus and HPV. Here I am saying that I have ‘GIVEN’ AMBUSH in the same ‘strength’ and dosage to patients with leukemia, lupus and HPV. A 35 year old male with HIV found it difficult to impossible to urinate was put on ‘green tea’ and water while the doctors contemplated prostrate surgery. One of the doctors gave him my number , I sent him a supply of AMBUSH an d he has not been given any more ARV’s, since taking AMBUSH 18 months ago, is in ‘good’ health and has expressed a willingness to be examined by HIV investigators like many others who have taken AMBUSH.

    I have sent this ‘IDEA’ to most HIV research agencies, scientist of the field, universities, hospitals, clinics, politicians and news agencies to which it is REJECTED because the name of THE LORD GOD is mentioned. He has steered me scientifically through the processes such as which plant and how to produce the active ingredient. What are the odds of a Florida Pharmacist picking a plant would contain the CURE for HIV/AIDS ?
    I have never charged any of the people for their supply of AMBUSH but a life saving has been spent on the project with NO renumeration from any sources because AMBUSH falls outside the walls of modern medicine and research.


    My proposal is that I PROVE that AMBUSH CURES HIV/AIDS by giving it to a number of END-STAGE or DRUG-RESISTANT people and the scientific community watches their recovery. This proposal addresses the problem in that I have already outlaid the results to be obtained.

    This IDEA is unconventional in that the scientific community has rejected AMBUSH because I say it is GOD given. Secondly if I wrote it according to certain standards, then it might be peer reviewed. However, THE LORD GOD has also shown me that there are five enzyme systems associated with the virus, reverse transcriptase, protease, fusion and two more of which causes the virus to be AIRBOURNE. This means that without DIVINE intervention mankind and ALL warm- blooded mammals will be extinct in a number of years.

    The PROOF of what I am saying is found in scientific papers wherein it is found that when the protease cuts the viral strands, it cuts it at DIFFERENT lengths EVERY time, to which it should always be a valine at the end but is a different amino acid every time. This is why it is IMPOSSIBLE to produce a VACCINE.

    Since this is NOT a hypothesis but there are about 400 individuals who have taken AMBUSH, here lies a vast area in which to check, recheck and confirm that AMBUSH CURES AIDS. Let it be mentioned that during the HIV reproductive cycle, reverse transcriptase converts viral RNA into DNA compatible to human genetic materials. Thus the human DNA has been ‘hijacked’ and since each person has a DIFFERENT DNA, then the new viral copy is unique to that person which shows that each individual has a DIFFERENT STRAIN of the virus. Consider two HIV positive people swapping viral strains and increasing its complexity with multiple partners.
    It can also be proposed that they be revisited as proof that the strain or strains that they had were ‘killed’ at the time of taking AMBUSH considering that a person can catch as many different strains as there are people who are infected by HIV.
    I am also willing to work with the scientific community in identifying those individuals who took AMBUSH and wish to be identified with this process notwithstanding that some are stigmatized while others are jubilant,

    Once AMBUSH is verified as being able to accomplish that which is aforementioned then the next stage might be the natural and artificial synthesis of the substance.

    Finally, if this is accepted or not, believed or not, THE LORD GOD always wins and this is the heavenly truth to which AMBUSH was divinely given to mankind for the CURE of HIV/AIDS and it will be here forever. Apostle Shada Mishe.


    Here is a video taped presentation that I gave at t he Martin Luther King library in Washington


  11. joe Isabelle o

    I’m a submissive young man. I’m 27, well educated, a quite handsome. I can from an upper -middl claw family. I am openly gay but the big secret I have held since 19 is that I was a hardcore, bottom who was(and still very much is) into xtreme, sick, disturbing and perverse sex. I do love to be tied up, tortured, whipped, hurt, forced to have see with animals,etc. AND IM
    About six months ago after nonstop trying I finally had sex with a Guy who had full BLOWN AIDS (SOO HOT AND SEX) and as he whised to me about the deadly semen that was gonna go in ME I LITERALLY BEGged him to no. Pull out and infect mee. Now i finally have HIVAND I’m so happy! It is such a turn on to know that i. Have HIV and got it on purpose. No i am working to her myself to FULL BLOWN AIDS!. Nothing turns me on more than being an ANYTHING GOES NO LIMIT S SEXUAL SICKO! AIDS IS THE SEXIEST THINF AND IM GONNA JEEO GETTING REINFECTED WIh different and really deadly strains! I can’t wait to be a little sissy boy with full blown aids. ZZ AIDS IS THE BIGGEST TURN ON AND FETISH THERE IS FOR ME!

  12. I want to meet a bug chaser today. Please help me to do this. If there are any around get in touch

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